Selimut Hati

I'm in the mood to share a good song with y'all (I know, I know. I just can't help being a wonderful person). So without further ado, mari kita emo bersama-sama kawanku.

Dewa 19, Selimut Hati

Aku kan menjadi malam malam mu..
Kan menjadi mimpi mimpi mu..
Dan selimuti hatimu..yang beku..

Aku kan menjadi bintang bintang mu..
Kan s’lalu menyinarimu..
Dan menghapus rasa rindumu..yang pilu

Aku Bisa Untuk Menjadi..
Apa Yang Kau Minta..
Untuk Menjadi Apa Yang Kau Inginkan..
Tapi Ku Tak Bisa Menjadi Dirinya

Aku kan menjadi embun pagi mu..
Yang menyejukkan jiwamu..
Dan membasuh hatimu..yang layu
Tinggalkan sejenak lalumu..Beri s’dikit
waktu..Kepadaku..tuk meyakinkan mu..

Because it's not true

The last couple of days seemed to have passed in a whirl, have I been let off the train? All that's left now is this odd daze and a bitter aftertaste in the mouth. Why is it still lingering around, this sickening aftertaste, you ask. As if something foul has perpetually tainted your soul.

Is an idle mind the devil's workshop? Oh, how you doubt it.

Current mood: Placebo, Because I Want You

Fall into you
Is all I seem to do
When I hit the bottle
‘cause I’m afraid to be alone

Tear us in two
Is all it seems to do
As the anger fades
This house is no longer a home

Don’t give up on the dream
Don’t give up on the wanting
And everything that’s true
Don’t give up on the dream
Don’t give up on the wanting

Because I want you too
Because I want you too
Because I want you too
Because I want you
Because I want you

Stumble into you
Is all I ever do
My memory’s hazy
And I’m afraid to be alone

Tear us in two
Is all it’s gonna do
As the headache fades
This house is no longer a home

Don’t give up on the dream,
Don’t give up on the wanting
And everything that’s true
Don’t give up on the dream
Don’t give up on the wanting

Because I want you too
Because I want you too
Because I want you too
Because I want you
Because I want you

Because I want you too
Because I want you too
Because I want you too
Because I want you
Because I want you

Fall into you is all I ever do
When I hit the bottle
‘cause I’m afraid to be alone

Tear us in two
Tear us in two

Tear us in two

Because I want you too
Because I want you too
Because I want you
Because I want you
Because I want you too
Because I want you too
Because I want you
Because I want you

Fecks up next.....

The report's done with and man it's one thick mother. Hope Ms. Nicole has a good time marking it. Heh.

It was also because of this report that the modem went boinkers (think it got fried by lightning) and that means another 280 out of the pocket. Ouch.

But for now, it's partying that I need. First, a game of futsal and then off to the clubs I go.

Ciao.

Almost there...

It's raining here as I'm doing the report and blogging at the same time (the wonders of multitasking). The report should be done by tomorrow if everything goes well.

Current mood: Morning Runner, Burning Benches

Let us make amends,
we’re not overly good friends,
but its not Heaven without you.
You can have it all,
we’ll see Mountains fall,
but its not Heaven without you.

Let us make amends,
we’re not overly good friends,
but its not Heaven without you.
You can have it all,
we’ll see Mountains fall,
but it’s not Heaven without you.

It’s the symphony distorting,
when were not talking,
but its not Heaven, without you.

There’s just something different,
With the air about you,
The signs, the shapes, the numbers,
none of them give me a clue
You can have it all

and im not Burning Benches
cos the ash would make me choke
It was me who always spluttered
every time we spoke,
you can have it all

Maybe later

So today is the day where I'll be saying my goodbyes to the colleagues and thanking everyone for what a wonderful 3-month stint I had bla bla bla *emo shits*

Heh. Some of them saw me with that hyena smile and gave me that "Hey Magessan you are supposed to be like, crying and act all woozy on your final day, so why are you laughing?" shit which made my grin curl up a notch like a sadistic bastard.

I'M LEAVING ON A FUCKIN' JETPLANE OK !!!

Got some positive feedback from the lifestyle editor, Seb, which I do appreciate (thanks for the compliments!) and am now awaiting what Freddie has in store for me though it wouldn't be anything half decent I suspect. That fella's one tough editor to please.

Yeah, I'm bored and in a good mood so youse can't blame me can ya?

Beer's on me tonight mate. Cheers.

Brief Snippets

The calves, hamstrings and muscles feel like lead...heavy goddam lead... But the wound's healing pretty fast now and it's not causing as much pain as I expected.

Am stuck in the office again on a Sunday, off tomorrow and back to work on Tuesday.

Am into the fourth book of the Dark Tower series. It's that engaging. It's been a long time since I've had a craving as such.

Am going for a short trip to the Mines immediately after attachment and then to Kuantan with the guys during the holidays.

A good weekend to y'all, happy holidayin' and don't miss me !! *seriously*

P.S. Am so gonna play some futsal when I'm back.

Sekian

Futsal PWNS !!!!

Had a chunk of flesh torn off my knee last week playing ball with the guys and thought I would be fit enough to join a game of futsal this week. Mana tahu with not even 15 minutes into the game, I tore the healing skin at the EXACT location where the wound was! Mahfuck man...

But last night's game was a good one; Ryan with his skillful shits, CCM (not the roomate) lightning fast, CTW the "gorilla", WK the dribbling freak and me? Glad to say I haven't lost my touch despite the long layoff. Am still the best wingback in town ok in case any of you folks are wondering. And I managed to bag 4 goals. Now how's that?

I hope the wound clears up by Tuesday cos' I've got a whole string of activities planned ahead of the week. *Prays hard*